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Looking back at everything I have done in this world adds up to nothing of value. I am no one invisible and without hope. I am tired now and just want to go home! I have been on a long and meaningless journey. I just want to step off! Everything I have written about is truth. What isn't true is that I have been happy. No, in fact I have had only fleeting moments in time of joy but mostly I have wasted most of my life looking for meaning to my life. It has always been just out of reach and now I fear I will never find it. It is hard being alone and the longer I live the more alone I become. I am tied now and just want to go home!

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